Was going to write about this … thing … that’s been holding me in darkness the last few days, but I’ve decided not to. No matter how I try to phrase it, I end up sounding like a whinging ungrateful bitch. I know there are others with far greater life issues than mine, so I will work at sorting it myself. At some point this darkness will pass, but for now I will deal with it.
I do apologize to friends who have tried to offer words of encouragement. Sadly I’ve not been open to suggestions. Please know that I appreciate the effort.
Not much of a post but it’s where I’m at for the moment.
I wish I could find the words to really say what I’m feeling. Words fail me now.